Read the pornographic books and periodicals for the first time
There is a low bookstall near my home, always there are single men to talk with the boss softly in the past a few words by evening, it then not buy the bosses for one copy from inside if you can't take by book that be come out, walk. Being very curious, I one day, pretend to look through the book, eavesdrop them and speak, know they are doing the trade of the pornographic book and periodical like this. My interesting appearance that the boss sees, greet me and say, the guy, grow so tall, have not seen yet " The color " Books and periodicals,about, lend I look through you. Borrow the light of the way, I boost one's courage and open that magazine, hands can't help trembling, in fact take off all woman of the clothes, plump breast, slender thigh, semiclosed eyes inside, I fear to put down the magazine and leave at once. But on the way, the picture that see my eyes just now, the heart beat arbitrarily attacking. Coming back home and lying after on the bed, I was cranky, regretted not buying one that came back carefully to appreciate. I had a class ignorantly in a whole day of the next day, after enduring until supper with great difficulty, I slip out of the door to come to the small bookstall, that boss seems to be like the early material to some extent, that magazine which took out yesterday grinningly was given money of several times to me, my pair was more expensive than other magazines. Having closed the door, draw the good curtain, I open the magazine constraining the heart jumping furiously. Oh! The woman meets the eye on every side that is full of desires, provoke the posture of the man, my breath is rapid, mood is excited, my semiclosed eyes are imagining the affectionate scene with her. There is one to rape the story, a four corners love story the ones that cooperate with the naked woman's photo, and commit incest story,etc., see so that I tremble with fear. At this moment, my father knocks at the door outside to take the things, I hide the magazine under the bed at once, my father opens the door and sees my unatural appearance, ask strangely, what are you doing? I have stalled off one sentence, do homework quickly, can imagine, I do that day's homework in a complete mess. From then on, the feeling publication of that true quality snarled me like devil, I put in the schoolbag, take it to the school, put and steal a glance at the platform in the class. Caught a glimpse of by historical teacher Mr. Li just from job assignment on graduation of the university to our school carelessly that day, exceed I expect, he shout, carry, come out, publicly expose me loudly, say softly in one's ear in me, school is over to come to my office once. I dawdle to come to Mr. Li's place after leaving school, been afraid all the time he will tell the headmaster, then expel me from the school. I have low head, only listen to Mr. Li asking me kindly this magazine is where to come, I have told him. He then asks me there are any impressions after seeing, I only bet, feel very amazing, have been fascinated. He says with a bit heavy tone: "Country open now, must some external cultural drosses shed in, because you teenagers are curious, has not resisted ability, it is very easy to be confuse by the pornographic thing, have seen that will restrain and can not indulge in. " Does he asks me again, the full ofing illusion in the brain? I have admitted, Mr. Li says: "This is sure to influence contacts between you and opposite sex. " I admit secretly, since read the pornographic publication, when I see the schoolgirl, the eyes can't help seeing towards their chest, both legs and other concealed positions, there was not this in the past. Mr. Li sees I am extremely ashamed, says: "Li DaLong, you do not need too guilty, it is inevitable that young people make mistakes, curious for the moment to read the pornographic publication most is the enticement which receive the bad person, should say you are a victim too. We are mainly the danger of seeing clearly it now, resist the enticement of the pornographic things consciously. It is actually easy that you should obtain correct sex knowledge, there are many healthy materials and teaching materials on the market. In addition, your attention can be put in view of sport activity and reading the famous literary work of the world much much, imagine more beautiful things. " Li Mr. assure me tell headmaster whether he let me pass, go, talk to him and then a period of time temporarily finally. A stone of mine falls finally, light a lot of all over, take the initiative and pay that publication of victimization to destroy for Mr. Li. In a few days, I will pass the roadside of the small bookstall again, will find that boss and bookstall do not all have, have asked an old lady enjoying the coal, the old lady says: " eradicated porn things and illegal publication to ban by the public security bureau, that pest! " That old lady may think I bought the illegal pornographic book and periodical, she is looking at me sternly, I there won't be time to explain, frightened to lift the foot and escape, " sentence "The old lady chases and adds to one sentence again behind. Oh, terrible! Transfer it to from the health 123
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