The first time the shade _ love time of emotion that shroud

The first time, the shade _ love time of emotion that shroud

Remembered it is at a piece of the end in the April in middle period of the eighties of the 20th century, I got the marriage certificate cheerfully, clustering round my home of getting back to with the girlfriend. After supper, after holding the wedding matters after discuss for three days, we went to sleep respectively.
It is not having it with the happiness that is described that taking that kind, lie in bed, always full of fancies in the brain, tossing about can't always fall asleep. Probably see on wedding day just before eyes, thus the one that grew and happened a kind of sex is excited. At two o'clock about before dawn, there is not a little sleepiness, in addition, that kind of vigorous great ambition and organ of the man's are strong, make people difficult to fall asleep especially, hope that kind is experienced in life that has never gone through in the heart. But at that time, we to divide room into, sleep on a bed each, besides, I did not know whether she was happy either, also it is bitter to only embarrass oneself and endure, hold on firmly despite extreme adversity, pain, etc. to lie patiently in bed. Outside the room, high string of bright moon, bright moonlight is spilt into account, trigger people's elegant Lenovo, the wind is gentle, gentle. Though endeavouring to think of does not injure her in the heart, do the thing of human relations, the impulse of the sex is difficult to inhibit, perhaps that is the instinct of a kind of animal. Under the circumstances that this kind of instinctive one is driven, I ignore the sense of honour, strong courage, fumble in the room which enters her silently, have come in front of her bed walking gingerly again.She asks: "What do you come to do? Why not sleep? "I say: "Can not fall asleep, always missing in the heart and you "She says " no way, not all right absolutely! "I still lie on her side unreasonably. Remember now, I was really so ignorant at that time, unexpectedly will go to ask her so stingily. Under the circumstances that I am begged repeatedly, she compromises a bit at long last, promise to try, but can't leave the things inside. It is all right for me to say. At this moment, I rest assure of starting to touch her. She had already taken precautious early before sleeping originally, the sweater and pants were all needled through body, one was not even taken off. I untie her belt slowly, have drawn the trousers down, but not taken off, feel over the her pants with hand, the intersection of inside and slippery wet a moist one that, really curious and wonderful, let people to be aroused in interest, it seems that the blood of whole body is seething with excitement Really want to visit the depth, it is a kind of some celestial flavor to taste that.Later on she promised, I dare to start to pull her pants off, but not taken off either, a little space that has just emerged between two legs. I get on her body, begin to insert towards the chink between those two legs inwards, she has sent holding off inwards too. In fact I did not know at all at that time what the woman's dark place was like, do not know whether where should enter. I only know there is very slippery, very wet, does not seem very easy to deepen again, it seems that there is one kind of things that is supported there, in the first time that created me among the feelings blocked and supported of that kind. Though later on I understand, show only outside or deal with it that time, have not reached the proper position at all. However, I still bring a kind of happiness and so satisfied as to get back to one's own bed.Later, I see, that the first time, it was in fact the most confused one, also the most ignorant one in life, or is it the most precious one of a person of true love to examine a person. That is to say because kidding that time, make me envy and hate the wife on the heart in all one's life, covered with one layer of shade on the marital affection.


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