I have become the ex-husband's second wife's _ love clinic after divorcing

I have become the ex-husband's second wife's _ love clinic after divorcing

Will never thought of me and will exist and betray in the marriage of bright China, has not still more expected, that person betraying it will be loving my him deeply all the time.
I am a child spoilt by him, I can't accept this reality, so I have left resolutely. But did not think, as I was facing losing, just found what ground was dued to him for me, so

The exemplary husband has one day overstepping the limit too
I with bright China fall in love one year, marry three year, emotion remain the same from beginning to end, never have the intersection of others and those kind of " old wife of an old fellow like me " under marriage Feeling,topic where we every day finish speaking while having together. And tacit between us long the time to get along is. Even the speech sometimes each other, will understand mutual compliment as soon as only an expression in one's eyes.
Married for three years, we knew hands and involved and set about while being out, eat you feed a port of my I feed a port to you, so sweet and oily that let people envy, everyone think lover in we love deeply just, no one thinks, in fact we have been already planning, one is healthy and lovely
Baby,it is to let us two people world, until warm three member family stride forward.
In fact, I am not a virtuous wife, I and emotion between bright China, he has paid many all the time.
I can not do house work, he all take on all alone.
I have some child's temper, I lose the temper each time, he will only treat me as children coax equally.
I handle affairs to " hold softly " a bit all the time in behavior that usually because of the work relationship ,Often use " One pile of languages " ,He will not dislike me for being inmature at all, think me lovely instead, the daughter who regards me as him is fond of equally.
Having obtained the achievement well at my work, he will give me extra reward too, but will not be the cosmetics, fashion ornament and so on, but will choose a lot of snacks that I like, connive at my desire for good food. I do not dislike him for being stingy at all, I like this kind of feeling spoilt, I would rather not need the famous and precious clothes, beautiful ornament, I only want to so lie in his chest quietly, don't grow up forever, carefree.
Just like in the intersection of I and eyes, he whether one have, want, have, ask, big tree that dedicate unselfishly the same, in his eyes, I am a almost perfect woman too.
He says, it can not be uninteresting to only one kind live naughtily, with wilful woman in my wilfulness.
He says, I do not do house work, will be favorable to my maintenance, it is only with lazy woman, will not fear she aged suddenly.
He say I one very apt woman that satisfy, to too much to require at the material, my pleasant surprise that a little low priced presents can all let, and time-tested, it is the men that will all like such a woman.
We are in love each other on like this, flattered each other, life is really happy. He will often have me in one's arms when the car or shopping line up tightly, look at me love meets the eye on every siding, kiss me self-assuredly. I think no man will be crazy about me deeply like him in the world, and I, either can not look like to him so again, guard at all, who does it afford to keep.
However, cohabitted for one year, was married for three years, betrayed in our love. I do not know this one that belongs to the legend too " Itch in four years " . Just, once the happier, the pain passed after betraying in experience will be more deep-rooted, I had no enough time to accept this reality has been chosen to escape.
It happens when I am only on business, and that woman, called Yu LinNa.
Yu LinNa is a colleague of bright China, I have seen her when go to his unit. The sixth sense of the woman's tells me, she sees my expression in one's eyes and others differ widely, I feel very soberly she must have a different emotion on bright China.
I have and carried in bright China too, bright China tells me resolute and decisively, they are only ordinary colleague's relations, he has no meaning at all to her at all. But he admits, it is a little interesting to him that it is very possible for Yu LinNa, because they belong to different departments, actually there were not too much connections at work, but she will often have a thing to go to his office to look for him having no thing, section chief Yang long section chief Yang is shouting short. Bright China says to me, he is an adult, there is such a lovely wife, he absolutely knows how to hold the sense of propriety, let me rest assured.
It is not good, he asks me to give him a chance, he does not swear to have again for the second time that he says him to understand it is he. In order to avoid keeping in touch with Yu LinNa again, he can even resign, let me resign too, we change a city to resume together.
It is my overly grief and indignation at that time, only knew that cried and also called, covered ears desperately, unwilling to listen to half a sentence of explanations of his.
As he unclamped me at last, I washed out like arrow.
I did not go back to the hostel again, I just make a phone call long to the garden, say some things of my should be dealt with, I give up the chance of this training, and need inviting the long holidays of one, if she can't sanction, as it is possible that I resign. I do not reply long as,etc. the garden, make the telephone.
I hired car come back home that very night, watch the intersection of we and the big bed, I afford to hate, have cut it into a strip in small, broken bits with the scissors. I put one's own all the things in order, then sit on the ground quietly and wait for bright China to come back.
Bright China did not reach family at noon the next day. See me at home, surprise and happy at the same time. He says he has looked for my a whole night, originally also wanted to continue looking for, is afraid again I have already gone home, so just come back and look first, has not thought of me really at home.
I have not shown interest in him, just from taking an divorce agreement out behind, pass to it in front of him.
He has looked, tears it to shreds immediately.
I am laughing coldly, take one out again, pass to it in front of him again. He tears it to shreds.
Like just as we play with first game, until he all tear whole 100 divorce agreements that I printed to shreds, we have stopped.
That night, we sit in the room in disorder all over the place, weep in each other's arms.
Bright China embraces me into the bathroom, has had a bath for me carefully, he knows I hate the bed being dirty, embrace me to on the sofa, take a bed of clean quilts to cover properly for me. Then opened my luggage, the original place of putting back my thing one by one.
But the decision of divorcing was incomparable in my heart at that time strengthened. That period of times, I it looks like to be with him like the one puppet. He feeds what I ate, I open one's mouth, he helps me to have a bath, I stretch arms. It is unwilling to cast a look at him thoroughly, say a word to him. He forces me to open one's mouth once in a while, I ask him coldly: "When to do and divorce with me? "
Having tossed about for about one week in this way, bright China gave up at last. He is looking at me helplessly, says: "If you really must divorce, I can promise you. But you don't go, the house is left to you, it is unlikely to let you have no place to live in. Finish after divorcing I will move out. "
But I dislike there is Yu LinNa's trace in this house, it is unwilling to accept, he gives all deposit to me, and say that will find me an appropriate residence, require me not to leave his sight, he wants one can court my chance again.
But I have not given him such a chance. On the same day when do well and divorce, I left silently, I left A city, changed the mobile phone number, have gone to look for a girl friend who grew up together while as a child. I am in dire need of a quiet space to cure the wound. I want, see again he, go, want bit that stay with him and then, go, think he once bring my injury and then.
Leave, it is three months. Originally because hating to him, I feel I am still relatively strong. Pretend to go out with friend to play not mattering every day, feel the whole person is getting numb too, have not felt too great and sad.
But time, long, I find oneself miss him. While having a meal each time, I wait for friends to pass the chopsticks for me subconsciously. Find, the person sitting on the opposite side is not Yang Ming's China after always waiting for a long time, will not look after to every detail into my life thoughtfully as people again.
When friend go to work, I will go, stroll around arbitrarily at the street by oneself sometimes, have move oneself the fan, always. As soon as I take out the mobile phone subconsciously, I want to dial his telephone. But always just find, he is no longer that " know-all " of mine before according to going out ,Nowadays, he has only a name for me: Ex-husband.
See idol hero and heroine happy and in love on the drama, picture have a thousand assassinate pain pitch, in the heart of me. I think have that night, have appearance of LinNa Yu, we take than the the intersection of idol and hero and heroine in the drama affectionate even more originally. But now, everything becomes different, I can only move for others' love, detesting for one's own experience, and then disdaining one's own loneliness.
The friend could not see at last, to talking about me: "In fact he has not made any serious mistake either, he comes to let you explain as soon as possible, prove he is not be in the mood for. You want or can't put down him, finish forgiving him. It is believed that he has lost it once, tastes the suffering too, will not do the thing unfair to you later. "



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