Stand in the runway by mistake " The love " Journey

Stand in the runway by mistake " The love " Journey
Lustrous and transparent and lustrous and transparent dressing is very fashionable, purple eye shadow, purple lipstick, but this lets her face look even more. The reporter catches a glimpse of one layer of gauzes wrapped up of upper strata of her right hand wrist at one glance, appear, offer as a gift and with the intersection of she and swing of arm speak. See her seem not to want to cover up one's own wound, then, our chat begins from this wound. Lustrous and transparent to say that evening, she really a little excited, " the thought of committing suicide lingered in the brain all the time " while being lustrous and transparent . It is time before dawn, she rowed to one's own right wrist with art designer's knife at last After being sent to the hospital, the doctor says, so long as start heavier half point, even if the life has been kept, her hands will be disabled too. "I can only have a meal with the ladle now, did not even stop trembling to take the ladle a few days ago, a spoon of soup only has small half a spoon left to the mouth "Talk about words this, lustrous and transparent to lift hands while being lustrous and transparent, the finger shakes ceaselessly still, even simple pointing the flexion seems very difficult. Then, the lustrous and transparent lustrous and transparent story that begins to tell to be one's own. She say over this year, she go through pain of injury of love repeatedly, fine to sprinkle into a salt like wound, the pain that the salt brings has not disappeared yet, the heart has been hurt again. One year ago, at a the friend's party, I knew a man, two years older than I, call the forest. Since the second day knowing, phone me in the forest every day, never disconnected. Until one day, I joke to him, I wanted to see a net friend the next day on the phone. Just after that day, telephone did not come for several days in succession from the forest. In wait for lose deeply, I understand a bit: I have already come to like this man who calls the forest deeply - --This is my first love. The love is just full 3 months, have not called for several days in succession again in the forest. I can't help, make a phone call to he voluntarily finally, on the telephone, forest speak, it sounds as if, prevaricate a little: "Remember that girl that I once mentioned with you? She has come back from U.S.A., has already looked for me several times, I will go to her place today. " ---That girl is a first love girl friend in the forest, once there is a child with the forest, after two people departure, the girl has gone to U.S.A. alone. Having listened to this words, I am cool in mind baffledly, but at one's wit's end. On the same day evening, give me a telephone again in the forest, he says softly: "Let's say good-bye, I was once unfair to her, so I hoped this time it be able to be with her. I in the intersection of she and there, coax, fall asleep her just just now. " Such a simple telephone, the first love of pronouncing me fails completely. Before long, I have known a boy - --Open and upright. Open and upright and the same age as me, it is a university student too. Like him, it is because of his a word at first: "Give me a chance, I guarantee to save you out from the agony. " How long but open and upright enthusiasm can not be maintained, from a telephone of every day to one for a few days, even there is not a telephone for one week. Then, I only often phone to his bedroom, and the one that answer the call is all open and upright room-mate and concurrently brothers - --Defend. Gradually, I and defending heat gradually to hold in place with a net. Found at last open and uprightly, I often warn me with defending it together: "It is not no a good person to defend, there is a girlfriend outside him. Even if we do not fall in love, give you to him, I will not rest assured either. " The open and upright warning has not brought my attention, I just insisted at that time, this is a man's common fault - --Even if not want by oneself, unwilling to hand over to others definitely. I was still at last " Betray " (used after a verb to indicate the completion of an action). I was uncomfortable that day, had a rest at home. Defend, come, see I, we on Since then, often my family comes in the daytime to defend, anyway the school just has a summer holiday. Our love lasts steadily. In late autumn, one evening in an instant, I bought much midnight snack and defended and sent the school on a sudden impulse, after soing as to not make him study individually at night, and then emit the cold wind to the outside to buy the midnight snack. Having reached downstairs of the bedroom, I defend and phone, let him come down and fetch. Who knows we two just had a chat about a few words downstairs of the bedroom, defended the unexpected face to change big. It looks along his eyes that a girl is far coming up, he drags me on one side in a hurry. Need him explain I understand any other things at once at all - --Have warned my words to be verified open and uprightly. I turn one's head, walk, the next day, defend, be my home, let I also. See a face of his " Sincere " Sample,confirmatively think him of I it is come it apologize. Ponder, should give chance to him, expect he say to me unexpectedly absolutely: "I will not love you, would you like with one to be together to your person without emotion? " See me shed the tears keeping silent, he continues saying: "All right, if you no like, it is possible - --We say good-bye and does not separate. Girlfriend of me one stranger, graduate, we very difficult a together one. You give me two years, I will make a choice among you then. I can continue seeing you for the moment, keep the present relation. But a little, you can not come to our school again absolutely, absolutely not all right! " "Say good-bye and does not separate? " This sentence brought a greatest shame sense to me, I saw clearly the appearance defended at last. I have given all to him, but bring such a result. After this blow, I missed the forest almost crazily suddenly. I think all the time, oneself favourite is still him. I begin to often make the mobile phone in the forest, tell him actually I love him very much. But always just started the topic of branching off of forest each time, he always called me " little girl " very intimately ,And let me call him an elder brother. Sometimes, he does not even answer my telephone. Suddenly one day, made a phone call to me very intensely in the forest: "Have you received my girlfriend's telephone these two days? " Explain, her girlfriend checks his mobile phone some day, many talk to the the number one above to discover in the forest, burst into a rage at once, assert he must " have fresh idea " outside . The forest says, let me must not phone him again. But I can't help, then has thought of a way to make changes according to specific conditions - --Whether go to the outside to look for the public phone, or try every possible means to borrow others' mobile phone, in a word will all change numbers each time. And I invite the forest to meet each time, he can find various reasons to refuse. All these one will let me miss the forest even more. One day in March of this year, made a phone call to me voluntarily at last in the forest, he said: "Little girl, several you invite me invite, I thought too very unfair to you. All right, know you feel blue, I want, on business to Hangzhou the end of the month, lead you go out, relieve boredom together then. " I am very glad to hear this words. Think one's own efforts were reciprocated at last. Really arrive Set out a few days ago,hesitate again forest,it is promise to take me along not to try every possible way to persuade by he I. Reached Hangzhou that day
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